Hello everyone.

Sorry for the lack of updates recently.

I've been.. out of it. There's a lot on my mind, and it's getting to me. I sound angsty. blech.

So... what is on my mind that's got me so down?

~I miss grandma, who went to visit my aunt on the other side of the country, and she missed thanksgiving with us, which is rare. =(
~I'm worried about dad going to his new job by himself... and not seeing him for months.
~this ones stupid, but I'm worried about my cat moving. She's old, I mean, I've had her since I was two. that's like, 90 something in cats years. =( she hates it when I'm not around, and she always got miserable when I was at band camp. and since we're renting to start out with, blackie wont be able to come and stay with us.=(
~Mom sent away my stuff to college, so I'll know this week whether or not I'm accepted...
~Schoolwork is getting to be a struggle, just to find time to do it and do it right.
~We still have so much to pack, and I can't really help with much...

I feel so tired all the time, and just... unmotivated. I hate my story now, think the plot is stupid, and I have to do it all over again.

this is emo, and I'm sorry.
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look it's a fat face.

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yay.
I got my ACT scores yesterday. I did pretty well. w00t.

Mengh. Still sick. I don't wanna be though, I'm trying to be no sick.

have to do chores...more later

I feel like writing something, but my story is just not coming to me currently. I'm so tired. Meh, I feel a bit emo right now. And yeah... I don't know.

I'm feeling so run-down. It's probably just moving and stress, but... *sigh*

^_^

btw, my art gallery is growing.
http://pixiwings.deviantart.com/
go there. enjoy. =|

I've not been too good about writing in this thing, sorry about that guys >.<
But call me, or something, Because it's not like I don't wanna talk, it's just that I feel like... I dunno. I feel like there is a giant earthquake of emotions, feelings, wantings, responsibilties, and stress going on in my head.
I've been writing more because it lets me escape. I can go into my own little world, and become someone different.
I can be calm but witty Riddel, remote tragic Artemys, Carefree and lucky Kytair...
Ungh.
Yay escapism.

feedback please!